I have my mindset to do everything i need to so i can go live with my bestfriend next year i hate here i have fucked up everyone knows me as a tattooed pierced tough guy when I AM NOT yeah i will fight but, i write poetry, sing and draw. I love kids I hate hurting people I hate being a mean guy. I hate feeling the pressure from all my scumbag ex friends to smoke and drink again. Hell yes i would love to snort a bindle of crank but, i want more from my life then the end of the toke.

I feel am fat

I loved once fell too hard broke my being shattered to pieces.

Walked on my own years never did forget the cause

It was just a clause in the fine print of life

I am a different man a rebuilt one

But still delicate to every emotion

Every touch and every notion

I love you mom i would do anything for you but, all we do is argue i cannot be miserable here anymore and it is not fair that you are too i know i am a failure in your eyes so I am leaving i love you.